FrieAme AU where Friede's a paediatrician and Amethio's a terminally ill inpatient. Friede's in charge of Amethio's care and keeps telling himself not to get attached but oops Friede gets attached. So does Amethio. Contains main character death, obviously!

Thanks to my good friend for always contributing great ideas! <3

NSFW FrieAme stuff

[Me]
Okay, so. I want to throw some kinda sorta lewd FrieAme stuff in this AU so I'm thinking about having Friede feel bad for not being able to return Amethio's feelings (even though he does like the kid) so as a compromise he offers to give Amethio a blowjob

[Me]
Y'know, as you do

[Me]
Frie: So like... I could suck you off, I guess
Ame: Do what now
Frie: Uh. A blowjob. Y'know. [Mimics the action]
Ame: BUT WHY THOUGH
Frie: I said I feel bad for you, right?
Ame: I don't want you doing something like that out of guilt or obligation. It means nothing
Frie: Er... It's not like that, though? I wanna do it because I wanna do it
Frie: I'd love to do more than just that but. Well.
Ame: ......If you're worried about it being a crime, a blowjob most definitely is
Frie: I-I get that
Ame: Would you really be willing to risk your career over it? What if I told someone?
Frie: Dude. Do you not get what "I wanna do it because I wanna do it" means?
Ame: ?
Frie: I'm saying that I like you enough to do something like this with you. That, well... Your feelings aren't exactly one-sided, basically
Ame:
Ame: ..........................................................................Oh

[Me]
Also Ame would feel really embarrassed about it because he's never done anything sexual before let alone a blowjob

[Me]
Ame: But like... doesn't it bother you?
Frie: What?
Ame: That I... That I w-want to... do stuff like this. And that I've thought about it...
Frie: You mean that you've jerked off to me?
Ame: YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY IT DIRECTLY
Frie: C'mon I was a teenage boy too, I know how these things work
Ame: SHUT UP

[Me]
(No matter the AU/setting, Ame's really shy and easily embarrassed when it comes to talking about sex/sexual stuff. Imo he hasn't been exposed to any of it (unless we're talking extremely fucked up AUs featuring Gibeon's highly illegal shenanigans) and he doesn't talk to anyone about it either, so when Frie casually mentions sex-related things Ame gets super awkward)

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It's sooo good, also yes Frie of course it is totally normal to risk your career and everything for a 15yo boy smh

[Me]
Frie basically going "I LOVE YOU TOO OKAY" but not wanting to say it because that's not fair to put on Ame and also realistically he knows he'll break if he gets any closer to Ame given that Ame's, y'know, gonna die soonish

[Me]
Wait random thought: Frie being surprised Ame is embarrassed about sex stuff because he does have an older brother...

[Me]
Frie: Don't you talk about this kinda thing with your brother?
Ame: NO? Why the fuck would I ask Spinel about anything to do with this?
Frie: But then... how did you learn to jerk off and stuff?
Ame: The internet has existed for a while, old man
Frie:
Frie: Oh. Right.

[Me]
And now I'm imagining Frie asking Spi about it (because Frie is...... tactless)

[Me]
Frie: D'you really never talk to Ame about sex or anything?
Spi: EXCUSE ME?
Frie: He said you didn't, but like, I would've thought if you had an older brother you would want to ask them questions and stuff
Spi: What is WRONG with you
Frie: Okay, so if he had approached you with a question, what would you have done?
Spi: ......I'd tell him to Google it
Frie: What if the internet didn't exist?
Spi: Uh. I guess I'd tell him to ask Father for advice
Spi: Though I'm not sure if Father would know how to answer anything about... that
Frie: Er, you two exist, the man clearly knows what sex is
Spi:
Spi: Y-Yeah but that's different

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I like the thought that Ame's family is quite private when it comes to stuff like that, which emphasizes the feeling of isolation he has when experiencing his first crush and stuff like that...

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It's shameful and embarrassing and-

[Me]
Yeah none of them ever talk about anything private, especially not sex or love (or hell emotions in general) so Ame doesn't know what to do about his feelings for Frie or if they're even normal in the first place, which is partially why he ends up telling Frie - it's out of desperation, in a sense

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Yeah! It's delicious. I just like the thought of Ame struggling with his crush...

[Me]
SAME. I feel like even in canon he wouldn't have anyone to turn to (regardless of who his crush would be) and he'd just... be unable to cope with the crushing weight of it all (pun intended)

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Also the hilarious thought that Frie always thought he'd fall for women (bonus if older etc etc), and then his love happens to be an underage boy... lmao

[Me]
Oh god I love that exact flavour of Frie... He's always assumed he's straight (maybe he's had girlfriends Idk) but then Ame comes along and Frie's like "OH SHIT OH FUCK"

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My view of Frie (not fixed, can change depending on my delusions):

His first love: Lucca-sensei (innocent love, crushing on a teacher who changed his life, older woman etc)
And then... someone younger than him

[Me]
YES that works so well lmao, he's like "Yeah older women are hot" and then he falls for Ame who's uhhhhhh the complete opposite of a younger woman

[Me]
But also Frie 100000% had a crush on Lucca

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Frie questions his life choices a billion times when he comes to like Ame lmao

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(Ame does too, but for different reasons)

[Me]
I feel like Frie wouldn't realise he likes Ame until someone makes a joke about it to him (Mollie maybe) and Frie goes to retort but realises they're completely right and he has nothing to say for himself

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It's funny and cute at the same time (also in sad scenarios, maybe he wants to hurt Ame emotionally and reject him because oh no, they can't be together)

[Me]
Frie wanting to be ~responsible~ by rejecting Ame but then he does and sees how upset it makes Ame and he realises he fucked up big time

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And for Ame, being rejected seems like the end of the world...!