Hannah2023-12-22 06:42:23
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FrieAme Modern Day Hospital AU Part 2
FrieAme AU where Friede's a paediatrician and Amethio's a terminally ill inpatient. Friede's in charge of Amethio's care and keeps telling himself not to get attached but oops Friede gets attached. So does Amethio.
Contains main character death, obviously!
Thanks to my good friend for always contributing great ideas! <3
Contains main character death, obviously!
Thanks to my good friend for always contributing great ideas! <3
I still want Frie to admit to Gibe that he was in love with Ame after Ame dies... He's expecting Gibe to hate him because uh it's all different kinds of illegal but instead Gibe's silent for ages once Frie finishes blurting out how much this man's dead teenage son meant to him
"[Me] Frie: (Oh shit oh fuck he's Big Mad)
Gibe: .....Did you ever take advantage of him?
Frie: Absolutely not! If anything, he was the one who pushed me into doing things! I mean! Ack! W-We didn't really do, like, y'know, things!
Gibe: :|"
"[Me] Frie: I-I do have my job to consider, so... I'd never risk crossing that line. He could've easily reported me.
Gibe: Not towards the end of his life. It would have been extremely simple for you to have your way with him if you so desired...
Frie: R-Right, and what I'm saying is that I didn't"
"[Me] Gibe: In that case, well, I have no complaints
Frie: UHhhhhhhh... Shouldn't you be mad that your teenage son's adult doctor had romantic feelings for him?
Gibe: I know better than anyone that you cannot control who you fall in love with. If you had acted on those feelings, then yes, I would be... livid, to say the least."
"[Me] Gibe: However, from what I understand... Amethio felt similarly about you, so if anything happened between the two of you, it would have been on his terms.
Frie: H-How did you know...?
Gibe: He told me in that letter he wrote. Spitefully, mind you. But I could tell his feelings were genuine. You were important to him."
"[Me] Frie: He... wrote that letter before the two of you started over, so... I think it's important to bear that in mind
Gibe: I'm aware. He would not have been capable of writing such a thing later on, and given the... bitterness that emanated from his words, I assumed as much regardless"
"[Me] Gibe: Not that I blame him. He had every right to feel that way.
Frie: In that case... Yeah. He confessed to me last year, actually. We... honestly, I don't even know if we were technically in a relationship or not, but... we knew we felt the same way about each other, and we uh... Did stuff together"
"[Me] Frie: But everything else aside, his body was way too weak to even attempt physical things. So...
Gibe: I... did ask him if he'd ever done anything sexual once
Frie: [Splutters] W-What?! Seriously?! W-Why would you do that?
Gibe: I was... simply curious. I wasn't expecting him to answer, mind you"
"[Me] Frie: ............What did he say?
Gibe: I believe he said that he'd done ""some things"" but not ""properly"" and he seemed rather unsure as to how to explain his experiences...
Frie: [Sighs deeply] Amethio...."
"[Me] Gibe: I take it he means he never actually had sex?
Frie: Er..... given that he told me he'd never done anything with anyone else, yeah, nah, he didn't. We were intimate, but I made sure there was never any penetration involved. That was the one line I refused to cross with him
Gibe, awkwardly: Ah"
"[Me] Frie: You were the one who asked, Sir
Gibe: ..............Indeed I was"
"[Me] Gibe: I do not require any further details. It's none of my business, either.
Frie: : )"
[Me] Gibe realising that both he and Ame prefer being submissive: I regret being able to think
"[Me] Frie: Um also can you please never mention this to anyone? I could get in a lot of trouble...
Gibe: I have no such intentions. Unless you do the same with another patient in the future, in which case I would have reason to suspect you
Frie: ...Yeah that's fair"
"[Me] Gibe: I myself have many things that would end my career if they became public knowledge, so... I can understand your fears. Worry not.
Frie wonders if Gibe just means the affair or if he's referring to other things and he's very tempted to ask..."
[Me] I can't come up with funny context but Frie telling Gibe "I mostly just gave him blowjobs and stuff" and Gibe's only reaction is "What in the world is a blowjob"
"[Me] Frie: W-What would you call it, then?
Gibe: First of all, I have no clue what you're even referring to
Frie: Does ""handjob"" mean anything to you?
Gibe: No"
"[Me] Frie: Do you want me to explain them to you, or would you rather look them up yourself? You can easily find videos demonstrating the process
Gibe: ...Are you telling me to watch pornography?
Frie:
Frie: Let me explain--"
[Me] Frie explaining what blowjobs and handjobs are by doing the gestures and feeling very very embarrassed because Gibe's a much older man who has to have had a lot more sexual experience than Frie (he had a whole ass affair!)
"[Me] Frie after his explanations: D-Do you get what I mean now?
Gibe, blushing deeply: ...Did you need to be so... thorough?"
[Me] Frie: Right. Sorry, bad doctor habit lmao
[Redacted] Frie is revealing too much ww
[Me] Ame told Gibe the same info essentially, he just didn't know how to describe it! So it's fine, right? (It's not)
"[Me] Also I like the idea that Gibe just knows things by completely different terms. Obviously he's aware of what those acts entail, but he doesn't know those words...
I'm not sure what he would know them as but lol"
[Me] The generation gap between Gibe and FrieAme being extra obvious when it comes to gay things and sexual stuff...
[Redacted] He is too much of an old man w
[Me] It's not his fault language evolves! And that he had a very limited knowledge to begin with because the only person who ever knew he liked men was Luci...
[Me] Now I'm thinking about Luci using a word like "queer" to describe himself because he thinks it fits more than other labels and Gibe believes that people should call themselves whatever they want but he personally hates that word and refuses to use it since he's only ever heard it be used negatively about people...
"[Me] Or a similar term, perhaps
And Gibe and Ame would use different labels to refer to themselves even though they have the same sexuality... (But I also love the idea that Ame is unsure of his sexuality and his only real answer if anyone ever asks is ""Well I've only ever liked one person and they're a man but I don't think I can judge just based on that"""
[Me] but he would end up realising that he's probably gay before he dies... Or he just loves Frie and no other men. He'll never know!)
[Redacted] Yeah. The only thing he is sure of is that he loves Frie! And that will never change!
"[Me] Exactly!
Maybe Luci asks Ame if he's gay at one point and Ame's like ""I don't know and I don't care tbh""
I can see Luci picking up on Ame's crush on Frie easily haha"
[Redacted] Yeah, Ame wouldn't think about it too much... or maybe he would but. He just likes Frie and that's enough
[Me] Imo he does but since he knows he's gonna die soon and thus have no romantic or sexual experiences out of Frie, he stops worrying about it
[Me] When he realises he likes Frie he probably has a stage of "Oh fuck does this mean I like men???? Am I gay??????" but he doesn't have the mental energy to overanalyse himself lol
[Redacted] Yeah exactly. He'll just live his first and last crush in the little time he has left...
"[Me] I think he'd talk to Spi about it (he's kinda curious about Spi's sexuality) and Spi reassures him that there's nothing wrong with not having a label and that sexuality is fluid anyway so even if he settled on something, it can always change etc
Spi shares Ame's view of ""labels are good but they're stressful to think about"""
[Me] Spi's bisexual in this AU imo... He's not too fussed about gender as long as he person's hot lol
[Me] Spi saying as much to Ame and Ame judges him for being shallow lol
[Redacted] I don't have deep views about this tbh ww (I just ship what I like-)
[Me] Same haha, these are very specific to this AU but like they really don't matter
"[Me] Well. Gibe being gay is kinda important because that's the cause of most of the angst but uh
Y'know"
[Redacted] True!
[Me] All I know is that he likes Luci and for bonus angst I think it's better if he wasn't sexually attracted to women but beyond that it doesn't matter lol
[Redacted] And Ame and Gibe are very similar in the fact that they both like the same person for their whole lives... (if Ame survived, he would have loved Frie forever)
"[Me] Absolutely! They're both very devoted and loyal!
It takes a lot for them to fall in love and once they do, it takes a lot for them to fall out of love..."
[Me] Gibe can't give up on Luci no matter how hard he tries, after all...
[Redacted] Kinda tragic tbh
[Me] That's the idea! It's what makes it fun! : )
[Redacted] Very <3
[Me] I mean it's not fair if Ame's the only one who suffers--
[Redacted] Him and his dad can suffer in very similar ways
[Redacted] It's equality!
[Me] dhdgshdk hell yeah
