#sansterweek　六日目 英語版

Returning from the last corridor, the food sneaks into the bed. Sans often talked about it, as if he was really sleepy, to spare time. Beginning with everyday conversations without love, quantum mechanics, jokes, favorite bars, younger brothers, old memories ...
While lying down, listen to endless topics. When I listened to it while hitting an aizuchi each time, the voice that spoke to me became quieter and gradually changed to sleeping.
"... Did you finally sleep ..."
Hugging a small skeleton that sleeps like a cling, gently kiss it on the forehead. I don't know the exact time because I don't have a clock, but looking at the darkness outside, it seems that there is still time before the sun rises. But ... the time left for me is not so long. We have very little time to stay together like this.
“…………”
Apart from that, there is nothing wrong with this world itself. The only regret is that I have to leave this child behind.
To tell the truth, I don't want to leave. It's painful and painful to leave this child in such a world without a future.

Then, you should take it with you.

In a corner of consciousness, I heard the devil whispering.
A world where you can always take only the decided words and actions and just repeat the decided scenarios. There is no growth or future there. Is there hell ... only a calm scenario at best. Even if he goes out to the ground, he cannot go any further and is returned to the beginning. Hope cannot be found in such a world.
Which is happier, to continue living by seeing hell in a world without a destination, or to live together without any connection with the world?

Reach for the throat of a clinging child. Its body, which has only bones, is so thin that it can be broken with just a light force. Isn't it too cute to entrust the fate of the world to such a small body?
Now, I'm sleeping soundly. There is no younger brother who will stand on the side of detention.

Just put a little effort into the hand you grabbed and you're done. Then ... I can take this child and die ...

If you take me, will I be satisfied with this child?

"!"
I was surprised at the unexpected voice of my heart and let go. The skeleton in front of me is still sleeping calmly. I'm alive.
Gaze at your own hands. I still had a slight sensation of grasping the cervical spine, and I was reminded of what I was trying to do, and I felt bloody.
Will I be satisfied if I take him away? No, it's not ... That's not the case.
I didn't make sense because I wanted to release this child from the repeated curse of the world. To recreate this repetitive world into a non-repeating world. That is the primary purpose and ideal.

Creating a world that will not be repeated ……
Creating a world that is not interfered by anyone ……

Until we found a way to separate the existing timeline from the curse, we would not be allowed to stay next to this child or to die with this child.

"..."
Repeat breathing deeply to calm the soul that hits the bell.
By the time I noticed, the outside was illuminated by the artificial sun, and the snow that had fallen was shining.